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03 February 2008 @ 04:02 pm
Scared  
I'm feeling kind of out of sorts now... I'm not entirely sure why. I woke up this morning and things have been fairly good, I watched a bit of Star Trek, did my homework, sorted out my recording for the OAW podcast, but once I'd done that... things just felt really odd. I watched the new TAS movie too, that was good... yet I'm still feeling down.

I'm going over to visit Shannon in Ireland, my friend online, this time in 2 weeks I'll be over there. I'm really excited and happy about going visiting her but at the same time I'm getting scared about it, I've not really thought of the emotional impact of flying on my own for the first time... flying for the first time PERIOD. I've only been to an airport once before, I've never been abroad, I've never flown. I'm just getting scared that I'll get to the airport and back out. I've started watching my Long Way Round and Long Way Down DVDs, hoping that seeing Ewan and Charlie tackle motorbiking around the world will be somehow give me the courage to tackle going to Ireland alone. I'll just be glad once I get there and I'm running to go huggle Shannon. I'm not worried about her turning out to be some sort of perv, thats not going to happen because... I just know it isn't. It's the thing about flying on my own thats worrying me, for the first time... God I must be an idiot. Flying for the first time... alone... to meet somebody I've never met before... in a foreign country...
 
 
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Aconfusedlunatic on March 14th, 2008 09:24 am (UTC)
Re: Your theme
I'm not sure what it's called but it's made by the awesome minty_peach I know that much...

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